Soo,

I can't sleep. My eyes just won't close and if they do, my mind just won't drift. Every time I do get some normal hours of sleep, I have these terrible nightmares. Nightmares of my sister dying in some way, constant terrible floods, drug overdosing, insane asylums, falling into a freezing river and lastly the end of the world. In that dream, I watch my family, friends, boyfriend all die before my eyes and I'm the last person on Earth. I hate sleeping. My dreams aren't an escape, well..I don't need an escape. I just need some normal sleep.